I love you

Things I love about you:

1.       I love your smile.

2.       I love your hugs.

3.       I love your kisses.

4.       I love the way you push me to be a better person.

5.       I love how you kiss my forehead.

6.       I love your sense of humor.

7.       I love when you kiss my neck.

8.       I love how you make me feel safe.

9.       I love how you changed me as a person.

10.   I love how sensitive you are.

11.   I love you cuddle with me.

12.   I love how you make me happy.

13.   I love how you get along with my family.

14.   I love that  you call me a panda.

15.   I love that you tell me when i need to calm down.

16.   I love how you hold me from behind.

17.   I love how you always know how to make me laugh.

18.   I love how you make the cutest faces.

19.   I love how you get jealous  when other guys talk to me and you can’t understand a word.

20.   I love how you remember everything i say.

21.   I love how you know not to mention certain things around me.

22.   I love when you grab me by my hips.

23.   I love how you kiss my nose.

24.   I love that you are a shameless geek .

25.   I love seeing you and your brother together, you’re so cute.

26.   I love how you never get mad at me

27.   I love how you protect me from myself

28.   I love how i can see the top of your boxer shorts when you bend

29.   I love how you stood by me when i went through hell at the beginning of our relationship.

30.   I love how shy you are about your fantasies.

31.   I love how you look when you sleep, so innocent.

32.   I love how good you are with computers.

33.   I love how ticklish you are.

34.   I love how innocent, yet sexy you are.

35.   I love how you literally saved me, picked up the million pieces that i was when we got together, and put them back together.

36.   I love how serious you are about some things, like your games.

37.   I love how sensitive you are, and yet so discreet in showing your own pain.

38.   I love hugging you and holding you tight.

39.   I love how you sneak up behind me and wrap your arms around me tight.

40.   I love the facial expressions you make.

41.   I love how you pull me close when you start waking up in the morning.

42.   I love how you let me ask questions that you may not want to answer but you always do.

43.   I love how you get when you’re excited about something.

44.   I love how caring you are about your family.

45.   I love how you tease me.

46.   I love how sweet you can be for no reason.

47.   I love how when i don’t want to kiss you when i’m sick you make me anyway.

48.   I love how you smell.

49.   I love how you hate it when i talk about my future black/chinese baby.

50.   I love how special you are <3

Forever...

Forever…

How can we say something's forever? How is that possible? Nothing lasts forever even if we do everything we can to make it last it doesn’t… It’s like a cycle in a way of another someone will end up screwing over, someone will give up eventually and the meaning of forever will have no meaning at all. Everything ends eventually, everyone falls one day...

 It is like it is…

xx 

Marta

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life...

There we were sitting in my bed side by side, you seemd so calm so concetrated looking at the computer screen, and then you hold my hand. I looked at you and you were looking at me. I could feel you breath. I  could have kissed you but i knew you were taken, so i smiled and looked back at the movie like i wasn't feeling nothing... Now i wish you were here again sitting in my bed holding hands but now you are gone forever...

Imperfections

I’m not a perfect person. I have so many imperfections. I’m such a complicated person. All this things that I do, the way that I react to something’s, the way I speak, the way I react without thinking, the way I built this walls all around myself … I’m just trying to defend myself. If I open up my hart to everyone, if I show them who I am, I know I will suffer eventually and I know this is the most selfish thing but I can’t  let them get to me like that. Maybe I’m just too complicated for anyone to fall in love with. Maybe this isn’t the right way to live I mean I know I will end up alone because of this but it’s just so hard to take this walls down. But sometimes I feel tired, tired of yelling, tired of being sad, tired of pretending, tired of being alone, tired of being angry, tired of felling stuck, tired of being afraid, tired of feeling empty inside, tired of not being able to let things go… I know this is silly but this is how I feel…

Dreams

I want to go to the moon xD

Different but all the same ♥

Black, white, skinny, fat, gay, straight, bissexual.... And so on...

We are all the same: we love, we hate, we make mistakes, we smile, we cry....

Why are we some mean to some people? Why do we judge others for the way they look, or the way they talk, the way they act, for their past? Why can't we accept that we are all the same? Life is short don't spend your time judging, just follow your heart and live your life in peace with others.... I do what i can and i try to do what people say i can't, i live my life like i feel i should don't like people say i need to... Can you judge me for that??